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A Goddess in My Eyes


I walk through this barren land
Wanting to hold that precious hand
But it seems too far to grasp
I run, but it seems like the dream is fading
I can hear Morpheus laughing.
I tried to give Cupid the universe
So he could shoot us with one of his arrows
He declined, said it wasn’t enough for your heart.
Eros pines over you
Aphrodite is jealous of my love for you
But it still doesn’t get me closer.
I have climbed over your curvy hills
I have drowned in your rivulets of hair
I have gazed upon the stars in your eyes
I have heard you whispering wind in my ear.
What I want most of all
Is to taste the tantalizing sweetness of your lips.
I worship you
Like a flower worships the sun throughout the day
Like an astronaut worships the ground after being in space.
I’m in love with you
And yet I don’t know how to say it.
I feel like I’m one step behind
Like I’m in love with your shadow
Never again seeing the light.
I grovel,
Stretching out my hand
Ready for you to take me.
I avert my eye’s
Not knowing if it is me you love
Or the idea.
I feel a warmth press into my hand
I feel your fingers lace with mine
I feel my heart racing
Beating to the rhythm
Of a Gypsy Night
My face is flush
My head is pounding with excitement.
I look up and I gaze upon your face
My Goddess,
In all her splendor.

And then I awake.
Morpheus stands at the foot of my bed
A sly grin crosses his face.
He looks amused
Wondering what I would give for another taste.
I realize I am in love with you
But you’ll never be in my grasp.
So, I give up the only thing that I have.
My life with the waking
To be in the arms of slumber.
To dream of you forever
I’d gladly take my last breath.
4/7/2018

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